"Dirty on the Downlow" is a digital mini musical featuring 14 episodes that explores betrayal and emotional resilience in a world of pageants. A pregnant wife's life unravels, revealing layers of heartbreak and hope through symbolic songs. Episodes release weekly, inviting viewers to experience the evolving narrative in real time.
Affairs
In case you need a reminder
Reminder that you matter
Updated – You are not a dumb ass
You're not dumb because you were cheated on.
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What you think or feel is not always true
What if your thoughts and feelings aren't always "true"? How can you check yourself and work through things?
Ego pulls that crap from time to time
I’m so grateful that I can breathe. I feel I can handle all needs financially, health wise, mentally, spiritually, and more. I lean on the fact that these things are mine and I’m grateful for them. Healing is about opening up, like the quote about pain being where the light comes in. To heal we … Continue reading Ego pulls that crap from time to time
You are not a dumbass.
She makes me think of this book I read where a creepy neighbor dresses up as a woman so he can spy in people’s windows and not be caught. It’s about this vibe of mental illness mixed with probably learned narcissism and the world view of a three year old that it’s all about me. … Continue reading You are not a dumbass.
Loving without abandon and feeling no fear in the face of that love given so freely.
Sometimes when I feel distracted, I write for a few minutes to get the creative process of life flowing through me. I feel like I better start finding ways to think of other people soon of ways to support and help other people in a way that makes a difference in life. I say that … Continue reading Loving without abandon and feeling no fear in the face of that love given so freely.
Unless I Have Already Saved Myself
Today I want to remind anyone who has or is going through a painful time. You are loved, you are not alone, and healing happens. Each of us suffers. We all have something that hurts our soul, messes with our mind, and threatens to change our core if we let it. The choice is ours. … Continue reading Unless I Have Already Saved Myself
Truth Tellin’
I realized many things about myself during these affairs. One that struck me during the second round was that I have some sort of world view that eventually everyone will tell the truth. It was an interesting experience to realize that I had that belief even in the face of evidence quite to the contrary. Here … Continue reading Truth Tellin’
You Can’t Prove It
It might seem strange that I tried to call them before knowing who was having an affair with him. I wanted to figure it out. You see, the "first" affair which I put in quotes here to let you know that I understand that this occurrence could just be the "first" I knew of in … Continue reading You Can’t Prove It